I will relax into the certainty that no one gets out alive, but the wise get out a life
The universe is aligning for me.
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I am terrified and excited and grateful and optimistic and confident that life will continue to be a colorful journey. And I will relax into the certainty that no one gets out alive but the wise get out a life.
Without the winds of change, there would be no growth. I feel Restlessness. It is familiar. It is an initially-unwelcome friend. He has visited before and sent me to the Caribbean, visited again and moved me to Arizona. This time I recognize his arrival. I am reluctant to sit with him and listen to what he has to say. He makes me aware that I am most certainly uncomfortably comfortable. Life's journey has changed from a quiet leisurely pace to a dead stop in a rut. Restlessness will help me free it from the mire, as it has so many times before. Why does it feel so intrusive when this particular teacher comes to me? I feel exposed and uneasy. Restlessness is the sneaky little brother who will run up and push you off the cliff into the thrilling free-fall. I want to learn how to enjoy the dive and grow my trust in the universe that the pool of purpose and destiny will envelop me, as it has before. Because it is hard to be brave, Restlessness comes along...
For a month every year i am an ugly bitch. My inner voice tells me derogatory things. My depression makes a demiglace of my negative emotions. It takes all of the yuck of the previous 11 months and boils off the moisture and all that is left each Aries Season is the sludge of my soul. What I want- all my goals and dreams and ambitions and optimism and source light energy get cosmically locked away. I was just in Arizona and didn't reach out to a single person that I love there. Alesia, Bob, Lauri, Whitney, Brian, Jack, Sadie, Ellie- It had no appeal because I am not my "self" from March 21st until April 19th - My power goes in reverse and I flail.
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