Contemporary Interlude

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I painfully slid into my 35th ride around the sun. (Happy 34th Birthday to me) The last time I was quite so sick was before I went into a coma. I honestly had quite a rough few weeks, but I am on my way back. If this is what influenza is then I solidly recommend everyone get vaccinated. It sucked.

I am in an existential place mentally. I feel an incompleteness in my life right now. Like I need to be moving toward some goal. The traditional milestones are not very appealing to me. I do not want to have children, marriage would be ok if it came along but I'm not malcontented in my single life. I enjoy my solitude and freedom. I am not sure that I want to purchase a home anytime soon because I do not know that I want myself quite so rooted to a place.

I think diabetes management and getting my writing published are the things that will do the most for my life holistically. I seek to dust off my wings and try to fly again. My tattered heart has healed and I am ready to live.  

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