11 pm and a cup of coffee

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Stress meeting up with isolation. Thus the state of our current universe.

How does a person 'go with the flow' when the flow is diverted?

If i were to create my dreams i know a bit of how they look

My house with the blue walls kitchen with cherry honey wood shelves and cabinets,
The second story with the dormers. A welcoming place to host my family and friends. A home for me and my dogs. A base from which to travel and teach and write and grow.

I am living safely now. I want to grow and expand my boundaries. I feel like I have crawled inside my cocoon and am getting uncomfortable in the confinement of it. How do I get past this place professionally, personally, artistically, physically, financially??

How am i responsible for influencing the world?

I want to learn. 

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